Boys are stupid
Trent and I got in to a huge fight last night, and I just can't seem to get it out of my head. He wants to move out, and have a chance to live on his own before he commits to me, marriage, kids, a house, blah, blah, blah. He wants us to be able to "date" like a normal couple...a couple that has sleep-overs and such. It just seems to me that we are passed that point already. We missed that stage because we lived on different continents for 4 frickin' years.
I think the reason that I'm struggling with the idea so much is that on the hand, it would be a good idea for him to have the opportunity to live on his own, but I don't want him to leave. Am I just being selfish?
The main thing is he wants this to happen soon (like in 2-3 months) before our lease is up, which means that I am going to get stuck with twice as much rent. That is him being selfish. I could see us maybe doing this next year when our lease is up, but he feels that by then it will be too late or something. GOD! I am just so sad, pissed, confused, etc.
Then, there is the issue of Maynard. I mean I am SOOOO attached to him, and the idea of not having him there on a daily basis is crushing. It's like we are going to be divorced parents with joint custody or something. It sucks!
I don't know what's going to happen, but it feels good to get it out there (at least in to cyberspace).
BLAH!
posted by Sarah @ 12:06 PM
3 Comments:
Thanks Autumn...My Christmas was great! I'm just going to give this time, and let him figure things out. I'm sure it will all work out, and I know life will go on whether we live together or not. I still love him SOOOO much, and am not going to let this affect our relationship. Love you lots girly! Talk to you soon.
Sarah, WTF is going on. What is MARYLAND??? I need to talk to you lady!! :) How did I JUST see this, hahaha.
First of all Autumn you are da bomb. My sister is moving to Chicago in Feb., could I look you up when I'm visiting her sometime?
Anyway back to SAR. First of all, he canNOT move out before the lease is up. That's total BS. I'm sure you've talked about this already, but yeah.
I can see him wanting to live on his own, but not at double the rent expense for you. He needs to hang out for awhile here, be his responsible self.
In the meantime I hope we can chat, I feel I will have more to say on this in a conversation type setting (that sounded v. formal).
Also Sarah why aren't you on facebook??
OMG Sarah I apparently just had a 'blonde' moment, mother f***er. MAYNARD. NOT MARYLAND. OK now I get it. I was like, who's moving to MD??? LOL.
Anyway give me a ring when you get a chance, or tell me when's good to chat.
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