Wednesday, November 09, 2005

Focus

For once in my life I feel like I know what I want, what I should be doing, and how to get there. It is crazy how things come in to focus; even things that have been there all along, hiding, waiting to be realized. What am I talking about...TEACHING!

So, I have this degree in Graphic Design, and for the last year and a half I have felt guilty for not utilizing what I went to school to do. That's not even entirely true. The real guilt crept in when I realized I spent all that money on something that I have no desire to pursue. While I'm so thankful I decided to go down that path (mainly because it was fun, and I made GREAT friends), I have felt until now that I was somehow failing. I mean, I have been stuck in an office doing something I am overqualified at doing for far too long. Recently I have found myself staring down a new path, one that actually excites me, and I suddenly have purpose again. I'm being a little bit dramatic...I had purpose, a path, but I realize now that my heart just wasn't in it.

Now I have to start over a bit, but it will be well worth it.

1 Comments:

Blogger lxforever said...

I am very excited FOR you. This is without a doubt a very positive development. WOO HOO!

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