Boys are stupid
Trent and I got in to a huge fight last night, and I just can't seem to get it out of my head. He wants to move out, and have a chance to live on his own before he commits to me, marriage, kids, a house, blah, blah, blah. He wants us to be able to "date" like a normal couple...a couple that has sleep-overs and such. It just seems to me that we are passed that point already. We missed that stage because we lived on different continents for 4 frickin' years.
I think the reason that I'm struggling with the idea so much is that on the hand, it would be a good idea for him to have the opportunity to live on his own, but I don't want him to leave. Am I just being selfish?
The main thing is he wants this to happen soon (like in 2-3 months) before our lease is up, which means that I am going to get stuck with twice as much rent. That is him being selfish. I could see us maybe doing this next year when our lease is up, but he feels that by then it will be too late or something. GOD! I am just so sad, pissed, confused, etc.
Then, there is the issue of Maynard. I mean I am SOOOO attached to him, and the idea of not having him there on a daily basis is crushing. It's like we are going to be divorced parents with joint custody or something. It sucks!
I don't know what's going to happen, but it feels good to get it out there (at least in to cyberspace).
BLAH!
posted by Sarah @ 12:06 PM
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